Personal experience as an adolescent!

"For in its innermost depths youth is lonelier than old age ..." Those were the days..life was full of enthusiasm,I was too young, I wanted to do something ,it was all about studying less and more of having fun. Spending time with friends was superior to being with family members. Even when I did some mistake and when my family members tried to give me some good advice; it was hell a lecture for me. I quarrelled with my own parents for nothing..slammed the door against them. My room was my whole new world. I always wanted to experience new things... Be it going for a overnight camping to tasting a whisky.. Then all I felt was life is to be lived just for that moment. There was more of infatuation and less of love. Spending more time in front of mirror..how I looked was more important than how I am. There was this heart with dreams and secret wishes. Even slightest glare of failure and humiliation broke me into tears..coping up with my physical and emotional changes wasn't easy. But today being through all my teen days.. "If only I had.. " these words do haunt me... This is the gift of time.. All those were the lessons to learn. I am a responsible person now. I remember how fragile I was and I have become a fighter. I have learned to be brave,more stronger,learn to persevere. I feel like my youth is ending. I stare at myself in the mirror; I want my smile to last..my happiness to foster.. This is where I am,some where time could never stop!